As I drink my whiskey
And remember their names
I long for their voices
And what that meant to me.
But I cannot live
Forever in the past
Annihilating my self
To merge with the dead
As if I could live their dreams.
Their memory is safe with me
Burned in my bones
Like the first time I saw a topless woman in Africa
It is not a question of holding on
It will always be there
Until my body turns to dust.
So I will drink my whiskey
And remember their names
And their voices
And what that means to me
Knowing that their memory
Is not a weight to carry,
But rather a foundation on which to build…
And I know they would like this whiskey.
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