I used to stand for something
But one too many times I have been knocked down.
I used to live for something
But one to many friends have been destroyed.
I used to love someone
But one too many times I have screwed it up.
All fall down and all destroy
And every gift conceals a ploy
And life is not a thing to praise
Or so it seems to me today.
I used to wait for someone
But now I wait for death.
I used to dream of someone
But now my dreams despair.
I used to want something
But now I do not.
The play that played inside my head
Has turned into a blood so red
That ships upon the sea do turn
To steer away and watch it burn.
I used to see so much possibility
But now it is quite dark.
I used to think that I was strong
But now I know I’m not.
I used to think that I was right
I used to think that I was right…
I used to