Do I dare to dream again?
dream in sin like the hopeless lot
Cut off soldiers in the field
with empty magazines.
Do I need a helping hand
Or the crack of speeding whips
Do I need something I’d find,
Find outside
Myself?
I get lost within my mind
Fearing everything that’s real
Dying faster locked inside
Lost and lost and lost…
The Spirit came
and I kneeled down
and so I go to pray
take this broken sinner Lord
and scoop the dross away.
A Soul's Walk 
repetition sometimes works wonders with meaning…great line with “lost and lost and lost”
Thank you. It is funny what comes out just by “feeling” that later makes lots of sense in your mind.